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2010-08-01T07:16:00.000-07:00

2010-06-17T09:46:00.000-07:00

anything ill dont update here. ill update at my tumblr ♥
http://yourstruly-atin.tumblr.com/
do view yeah ;D

2010-06-14T00:09:00.000-07:00

ive give you chance but then you didnt take it seriously .
you did the same attitude and now its like 6 times you paitao me .
wth ! ive giveup in you .
just do whatever you want .
tmrw is your court, goodluck then ;D
im glad to be urs and to know you . tyvm =')

2010-06-12T01:16:00.000-07:00

hey <3
today supposingly meeting acad .
but then he have something on that cant meet.
so it was cancelled.
and i really dont know where to go .
hopefully an wakes up and can slack with her.
if not me & qin kmferm boring and must pra otak again to think where to go.
from yest ppl paitao me .
apelah nasebb knn.
sometime i felt lonely. i have no one else .
sometime i cant even feel the love from my mom .
if only i have the love from my mom , im not lonely , atleast i have her.
now fahliq is always with her GF, syuk has just DIED.
WHO ELSE I HAVE ? sometime i have friend but like none.
patient.patient.
if only now i can spent time with A.H im already happy but then he loves a friend of mine. like i said in the first place , its impossible <3

2010-06-11T07:05:00.001-07:00

heeeeey !
just came back from going to the sciene centre with qin , an&azri ;D
althoug at first i was dissapoited with ppl paitao me , luckily they followed me,
if not today is not my day . thanks to syukri for paitao me 5 times.
i dont even care about you . goodbye.
photos at my folio ;D

2010-06-03T21:14:00.000-07:00

<3 / its impossible for me and you .

i dont hope more from you because i know , its reallyreallyreally impossible.

4 years ive known you , but its great that we are friend rather than enemy.

you treated me well since i know you.when youre angry i dare not disturb you cause i know later im then one whos gonna be hurt, so i just be quiet. cant you feel what i felt ? but nevermind. its really IMPOSSIBLE.♥

2010-06-02T07:18:00.000-07:00

NAH ANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNDAAAAAAANAAAAAAAAAA, KAU NAK GAMBA ;XXXX

2010-05-17T07:40:00.000-07:00

hello babies ;DD
im very bored u know .
chat with two legogns ; eena and asyiqin ;D
mereps ar dorg , lols .
hahahahahaha.
seioursly idk what to do .
texting with someone .
his very caring , loving , ive never ever met someone like him ,
he tpup for me the $128 .
idk , im really confused . i have this feeling towards him but im scared that it would not last , his somebody . no guys sanngop anta i balek smpi bawah blok . late night somemore die tgl east side. haishh . hopefully this love will last . amin .
idk why idw to lose him neither idw to lose farlick , but farlick is attached.
he like treating me as if im a ball , nak amek , tknak letak tepi , wth sia !
nevermind , ni semue kene bnyk bersaaaaaaaaaabaaaaaaaaaaaar ;DD

* sometime i feel like making more friends, that can hang out , have fun , laughter .
not neglecting my love , qin , eena and reen ;DD
anybody want be friend witn me ? XDXD
* mcm ape plak ni . hehe .
ok . adious

2010-05-14T20:30:00.000-07:00

hello dude/dudettes.

how have you all been ? hope youve been doing great ;D

lucily mye has over.

maths paper1 really difficult , makes me wanna cry sitting in that room.

so tough ! ish . da pandai sgt la tu nak set paper tough2 . aiyo.

enjoy my thurs night with that legong; syiqin .

reen and yana didnt tag along ;"(

so me and qin only laa go to bugis .

search for eyelashes . then walk2 , went to iluma , <>

then nothing to do , we plan to chill at esp/marina .

so we took bus 133 , its says it will stop at the esplanade.

but then we see the way mcm tak pergi2 je..

then i asked the bus driver , he said that the stop no more.

waaaaaaaaaah ! mcm mane ni ,

then we trn je dont know where.

punye la far nak jalan tmpt tu g marina .

mandi peloh kah ??

aft 30min then reach esp ,

chill2 there , talk2 , gossip2 ,

then off home .

;DD

sometime you need me only when youre sad.

or lonely or when u fought with ur gf .

ape ? aku ni part time kau ke ?

kau tak ikhlas pe slame ni ?

kau tk rase mcm gitu ke boy ?

2010-04-26T06:22:00.000-07:00

hey readers.

feel like blogging ,

let me story ..

idk if i can still trust him ,

im scared that he will repeat his mistake again .

im sincere for loving him .

although he have sank mmy heart deeply , i still forgive him and forget that nothing has happen.

ive planned things to give for his birthday , like a surprise to show how sincere am i .

hopefully i can still have e opportunity to do it .

i pray to god every night .

my mind was all about him .

idontwant to be hurt again .

ya allah , tolong kuatkan aku dalam mengahadapi cabaran yang akan melande.):

2010-04-18T01:39:00.000-07:00

hello readers.

sorry fr no updating .

kinda no mood to blog anymore . useless.

this few days i will be sitting at home aimlessly with nothing to do .

plus HIS at home . waah !

tkblehtahan babe.

how am i going to survive .

bersabah saje la .

idk if im happy being with him ?

idontknow why i dont have e feeling towards him.

i really dont know .

i dont have any feelings fr boys anymore .

last i have feelings is with that jerk.

thanks to him myb ?

i cant lie to myslef .

oh please give me strength for all that ive done .

idonwant to be hurt anymore .

the answers lied to you .

neither yous also i cant really trust .

are you a friend / buyers / lover / or a betrayers ?

idk !

2010-04-05T05:51:00.000-07:00

i will be gone for now.
farlick, i thought youre different from the guys ive met, but indeed youre worst like a fucking beast !

2010-03-31T00:34:00.000-07:00

he's really one big fucking asshole !
same fucking attitude.
fuck you change ? but u didnt ass .
u fooled me , but ITS OKAY .
you will know one dayy ..
A S S H O L E.

now for F.VALLELY,
idk if i can trust him ?
when i see his tagged , his like !@#$%^ ?
when i asked him , he said no.
how am i supposed to captivated him like he said ?
im really not the type of girl manje2 all .
but youre one manje guy i can see.
how like that ?
what am i supposed to do ?
you should guide me slowly not only say to me knn ..
idk should i continue trying or not ?

sometimes i wonder what kind of friend are you ?
loving ? buyers? trusted or whaat ?!

2010-03-27T03:44:00.000-07:00

knowing that your att with her is want i dont expect .
idk what else to say .
its useless,
but whenever i saw u , i was happy .
idk why .
nevermind , its okay .
i know i must go on and forget you.

i still have my love thre.
i hope i and him will last .
i guess his e one for me , but
i hope he will not repeat it again .
ya allah berikan la ku petunjuk tentang dirinya , dan aku ingin tawu bahawa adakan dia benar2 sayang aku ?
amin.

2010-03-23T03:47:00.000-07:00

heeeeeeeeeello readers:]
sorry didnt update .
im lazy and worst i guess nobody read my blog anymore ?
one week holiday for me i ?great? oklaaaa.
torn with izzat,qin n yana n izzat's friend at bb.
that place was BEST.
aman damai (:
than went swimming .
theres this guy so cute ..
like HIM. haha . cant resist it .
sunday went to watch kk at jurong .
i saw HIM .
ohh no !
tak menyesal i go there eventhough it is a long journey
. all e way i was looking at him .
when his gone i ask yana whr is he .
i want to tegor him but paiseh ar ..
his so kuyut seeh !
mcm taknak balek gitu dari situ ..
alaaaaaaaamaaak !
hopefully can get to meet him / saw him again .
amin.

ireallycantforgetyouandistillLikeyouD.
when i close my eyes, ur face will always in my mind dearestD.

2010-03-07T05:48:00.000-08:00

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeello !
just come back slacking with my lovely syiqin , hazikk wan muiz yanna n izzat !
waited for yana so late sia !
comsperm bwad red carped ..
planned to go bugis , then changed off planed to jp but then m a l a s , at last slack je .
yest e whole day at home , sooooooooo mendkk !!
another week for school and yes ! one week hols has arrived.
so tired u know school .
balek2 e same routine . same teacher face.
but tak jelakk laa sit in class , *u knoww .

this week planed
; sat go plaza singapura watch dancework as my school is involved .
cant wait .
cheer em up !
next week hopefully bbq pit is success .
i want to eat bbq food uknw .grrr !
andandand , hopefully can meet that lost boy ^^,

like i said ive give up on this shit !

2010-03-04T03:38:00.000-08:00

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeello readers ! (:
my blog is dead .
i lazy to blog somemore no one read it ..
so i will update randomly (:
basically CA1 was over.
i failed badly for both sci and maths.
did okay for english and mothertougue..
comferm ptc nyrr laaa .. haiyaaa..
hmm

ive been heartbroken quiet afew this yearr ..
so yeah ! am not gg into r/s again and this is for real * insyallah .
if the guy is really serious than myb i will TRY to accept ..
but i guess for now , no thx.
just enjoy life and mix around with this kind of people .
i just love my gf and booyFRIEND more than i have a boyfee..
the feelings is way to diff ..
having them is heaven , u can joke , flirt, laugh here and there.
but when it comes to certain jerk , itu tak bleh laa hapee . wtf sia !
i sacrifise for you but u busted , ape sia kau nak ?
in the first place asl kau nak aku ?
mcm sial ahh eh kau !
besar peyh jantan sundal .
malas aku mau layank jantan sundal mcm kau .
g jahanam pon best !!!
asshoooooooooooole !

2010-02-28T05:11:00.000-08:00

heeeeello readers !
my blog is so rusty !
i wonder should i delete it or not ,
nobody read it .. * sobsob!
yest ton-ed at ecp .
meet that legong , but luckily i didnt met him alone .
if not i would be like one idiot there !
geramm sia with him !
go and die .
now ; i love what i have .
i wish he dont give me attitude .
im tired of all this ..
haishhh !
yest met a new friend .
his name is apit .
cute guy he is buuuut too belo and loost ! haha
chitchat , joke and off home ! (:
missing him right now ! ^^,

2010-02-22T04:05:00.000-08:00

~hello readers .
sorry didn't update .
im lazy laa as usual .
at last chingay's have over .
but i miss it , know why ? because cant see those bloco people .
they are a bunch of cool people i can say . ^^
last Fri and sat was a blast !
although we were tired , i know they enjoyed it ,
once in a life time dude
and now , tomorrow , wed and Thurs having cA1 .
which i havent even prepare much !
i guess i should just try my best for cA1 but buck up for the upcoming test and exams !
i know i can do it . ~ insyallah .
currently missing love .
he;s busy with his work and no time for me / haishhh
what a luck always .
saturday i have planss .
idk which to go ?
hmm . hopefully it will not be a bad saturday , insyallah .

daniel , im really sorry .
forgive me will you ?
i know you may hate me for the attitude i gave you , but i dont want us to be enemy , forgive me will ya ? ):

2010-02-17T04:26:00.000-08:00

~ why must it turn out to be like this ?
ive regret it now ,
all the post sume ikot aku nyer prasaan , aku menyesal !
maafkan aku daniel.
aku tawu kau marah gile kat aku ,
aku mintak paiseh .
aku taknak aku ngan kau jadi musoh .
aku nak kite macam dulu .
klau kau tkleh maafkan aku , aku tktao aku nak bwadpe lagikk .
aku merayu kat kau maafkan aku && jgn marah dekat aku ,
aku sumpahh taknak jadi enemy ngan kau ,
),: ~

2010-02-12T23:50:00.000-08:00

hello guys ;
im sorry i dont feel to update .
i only update if i felt lonely, or i need to share or post in my blog .
so sorry .
dont stop tagging guys.
my tagboard is dead !
&&
happy valentine's day ppl ! (;

idk if i still love you??
and i dont have feeling for guy .its hard . serious .

2010-02-01T21:27:00.000-08:00

imissyou.youveChange!):

imissyou,youvechanged !

please get to your oldself !

boy , im saying this to yooou !!!

2010-01-27T03:42:00.000-08:00

^ syiqin faaaace ! haha . jam se !=_=

today im very tired aft the run outside school .
fuuuh !
now im still wonder ;
why is he attitude towards me ?
where is you old ... i used to know ?
like i said i dont want to think negatively .
but you see , youre atitude hurts me alot bby .
seriously !
i wish i could turn you back like how u treat me ..
but now i guess its too late .
like i said the previous post ,
i have fallen for the wrong one .
maybe you are not meant for me dear .
i hope you know that im talking about YOU .
im just saying the fact , u may not notice you changes , but i do baby .
and its FUCKING HURT !

2010-01-24T06:24:00.000-08:00

There is a dime a dozen...
Then there is one in a million...
But baby, you are once in a lifetime

I've made a vow, to no one but you
I pledge my love to forever be true
I'll take care of you and treat you right
I'll lay beside you all through the night
I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm
I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm
I'll help you and guide you and clear a path
I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath
I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too
I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through
I'll take your side even if you're wrong
Just to prove our love is strong
I'll plant you flowers and make them grow
They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know
I'll whisper your name when no one is near
So low that only you can hear
You'll feel my love even if we're apart
You'll know that we are one in heart

2010-01-23T07:24:00.000-08:00

guys , sometime i really miss 280409 - 290909.
as i looked back my previous / old post , now i just thought of him again .
whats wrong with me ?
i just wished to turn back time , but it was already late fatin !
its useless now ,
forgive and forget
~ i do miss him and talking otf with him late night .
we have been through much dearest . but i cant do anything now .
its over .
),:

2010-01-20T04:07:00.000-08:00

helloooooooooo readers ! (:
i wonder if i have a daily readers to read my BORED blog . nyeeh !
okay basically , eheem !
tgk ^^^ , haaaandsomee and cuuute knn !
i know , tu danny namenye !
diee cute giler se , feel like pinching him , but lucky his far away !
myb some of you know him , but tkkn laa danny ni famous sgt , lols
been chatted with him since i online and msging with him whenever im bored .
i hope our friendship will last longer , forever ye dannychirooo ? (;
okayokayokay ~ stop saying about that manqkok , meluat pulak nnt , nyahhahha !

school was OK ,
tiring day to describe everyday
usual routine for mon-fri
; wakeup at 615am
;go school
;assemble
;study
;recess
;study
study
study
;lunch
;study
study
then can go home , sometime got extra class , waah ! mane taak penat you tell me ,
haishhh , nak spent time dgn someone special ke pon tklehh.
sat sometime got chingay practise , sunday , for me not the day to go out kecuali slacking aje laa (:
thats my usual routine if you ppl want to know .

And now , my behindknee is so cramp , thanks to that straching in the morning .
waaah sibei !

thanks for hurting me dude .
* im so inlove/inloke with mangkok (:

2010-01-18T00:12:00.000-08:00

mendak boring mendak boring mendak boring mendak boring mendak boring mendak boring mendak boring surf mendak boring mendak boring mendak boring mendak boring mendak boring mendak boring mendak surf boring (:

2010-01-17T22:33:00.000-08:00

hey readers (:
hows you guys been ?
today didnt attend school as i was not feeling well , damn it !
last sat chingay practice was OK, but i it was bored .
i can see most of them have no mood , tsk !
finished bused to school then off and smokee andd went to macdonald and i ate the beef prosperity burger ! nice babe !
tapao because it was full ,
sit undervoid deck and eat , with qin,haziq and anis !
full of laughter that night esp w haziq (:
wonderful !

im still with that alepyeyye , arrr ! i know u care , but u punyee CARE kandg2 tk payah . haish !

2010-01-15T06:16:00.000-08:00

i think we should just end it here .
ure not worth anything dude .
ure just wastinq my time andd ur time .
u lied to me .
only HIM understand me , care about me , eventhough sometime i give him attitudes .
i know i may hurt HIM , but i would not forgot/ignore him . i care for his heart .
idunwant to make him sad , he is already sad over his 0 results .
i tried to confort him , but i failed .
im useless am i ?
haish .
syahmi , i will not leave you alone .
im really sorry . i will try my very best not to make you hurt .
and pretend that u know nothing and take it as if we just pernormal.
iloveyoufriend.

2010-01-14T04:39:00.001-08:00

aku tak sangke aku adr kwn sesial kau !
apetah lagik BESTfriend kau ,
die besar nyeee sial !
ckp psl orgnyee hidop smmue , jage tepi kaen org .
sial laaah. ni bkn nak step G ke ape ahh .
tapi kite memang binget giler dgn kau ahh !
kau jgn bagi kite kau nye muke kesian ah sial !
pandai buat mulot pandai kau jwab ah !
aku tktau ape salah aku smpi kau sanggop gini dgn aku .
aku admit aku pena benci kau , tapi bile aku benci kau ,aku tkd bwat mulot ckp psl kau dkt org ah ! lagik2 psl PERSONAL THINGS !
kau memang pmpn sial yang aku perna jmp .
aku trust kau , aku pikir kau mane nye baek , skali its the oppositenye !
aku tk sangke aku adr kwn sejahat kau !

to a... : are you really serious being w me ?
idunthink so .
i cant feel the love u see . only 20% of it .
tell me quick before its to late .

*im useless i know .

2010-01-14T00:23:00.000-08:00

2010 is not a good start for ME and my friends ..
just the first month , many things happen happen ..
yest was just not my day ,
i miss chatting with surf and ayiee .
but i cant online now because im too tired ,
i have to be strong to face all things that happen each and everyday .
i guess me and him are just fading away ,
u paitao me , i was happy to meet you but yet u dissapoint me ,
u give me the cold shoulder but i realise i did ntg wrong .
what have i done to deserve this ? i know im strong to face all this , i know i am.
sometime what i did to syahmi was so wrong .. u know .
i felt pity for him when sometime i lie to him or even give him that attitude of mine , but hey , i did try my best dearest . i can feel that my love towrds you have faded , but i try not to show to you because i know it will hurt you .
i always think about other ppl feelings but do they think about my feelings? NO.

2010-01-11T04:40:00.000-08:00

; hello dude and dudettes ! (:
today was a !@#$%^& day !
in the morning went i was odw to meet qin , while i was crossing e road i merely hit by that idiotic lorry ,
when i look its a malay pakcik ! siaaal btol !
then reach school , we were late then my hair was caught because they say got colour , wtf seh !
susah payah kan aku bwk buku maths and geo , da berat satu hal ah ,
aft they give permission to go home i went to eene house instead to get it black !
what a luck babe !
i feel awkward when i with eena , lols , idk whye ..
proceed to school and i get e chance to study bio only .

just now chatted with that biol boy ; ayiee .
; he said he miss me ! kmferm boo yiee .
lols
his kinda cute uknw ! buuuuuut , sini lagik c u t e . haha !
his quite funny i can tell .
i love his dance !
andandand now his offline just like that , kurang btol ahh tu biol , tsk !
okay cukopcukopcukop laa psl die , nnty ape plak org kate , haha . ssh ! =_="

since few weeks , i always kept this feeling to myself , if i cant i always make syahmi my listening eyes to hear my problem , then who else who i mrayu tu,
haish . its reallyreallyreally hurtful uknw !
word cant prove the pain that i suffer ,
i may close one eyes babe , but deep inside it is really hurting me .
i feel like crying but i know im strong to face all this .
what i do to yous till i deserve all this fade ?
haish , i try my very best to be the faithful, caring, loving, easy going friend.
but...
idk how to put in words u see.
syahmi have said to me to tell this to yous , but i just CANT ! understand ?
it is really difficult for me to say all this to yous.
i hope , day by day you will not react like this towards me because i have enough and this is really hurting babe . ),:

2010-01-09T08:03:00.000-08:00

hello , today was awesome ! although at first we thought it was boooring but then when night comes it was superb , meet alot of ppl (:
here are photos for this weeks and today ;

2010-01-08T20:13:00.000-08:00

hey babes and hunks ! (:
sry didnt update as i was busy with school ! grrr .
school was OKAY laa , the same thing always happen each and everyday in school .
actually the teacher teaching us is okay , but sometime je ppl think they are not .

sometime i was really upset w yous .
idk how am i gonna tell you , but i think its not the time for me to tell .
syahmi said me to tell you , but i said i should not .
i should stay calm and patient thats all i can do ,
you may see me always full of smile and laughter , but deep inside it hurts a thousands time babe, from last time i have kept this thing , but nvm ..
my best pal to hear me is syahmi .. he always listen to what i have to say and advise me .
haish .
he said ; a true friend will not do / make me feel like this .
i know , but idk what to do . nvm .. niy sume dugaan dan cabaran (:

; hope to meet alepbeyee soon babey ! (:

2010-01-03T06:24:00.001-08:00

hey babe and dudes ! (;
tomorrow school start , damn it !
stress will be surrounding us ! waah !
i wish that the chingay thingy will be end soon !
it is making us stress ! fadeup ah !
yest chatted with syahmmi ;
he said that i have changed , no .
actually i myslef dont kknow . am i lying to myself ?
oh god , please dont let it fade away please . idk whye . but i dont want to baby .
im confused , yeah !

syiqin ; be strong ya girlfriend .
i know its hard to accept the fact , but ny sume DUGAAN dan CABARAN babe !
i have been through this once , its very hurtful i know , but life must go on pe .
taakan psl die kau nak EMOSHIT , sedih2 kan ?
aku ngn noreen adr seh . kite da BESAR ! ^^
i wish you the best yar girl .
be s t r o n g . tak gerek ah kau emoshits ! u know ! (:
always S M I L E .

2010-01-02T02:16:00.000-08:00

qin ; gambar yg kau lagikk satu ale2 hilangg , sry .
t aku try checkk .

2009-12-31T22:39:00.000-08:00

hey guys !
did u enjoy ur days yest ? hope so , (:
this year 2010 , i will try my best to succeed in whatever i aim to ,
i aim to promote to sec 5, insyallah , with the help of my friend , or myb my new friend , eyqah .
she say she can help me , hoefully .
i will not repeat my mistake that i have done 2009 ,
its the stupidest mistake i ve made, make my record bad , tsk3 .
2010 , to be a new person , new life bebeh ! (:
hope u guys too ya ?
study hard and earn what you want ,
wishing u all the best yeah ! (:

* hopefully later he did not paitao ,
fuck him ! grrr.

2009-12-31T08:34:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR BEBEH !
HAVE A BLESSFUL YEAR YEAH !
DO WELL IN EVERYTHING .
REGARDS ; ATINYOURSTRULY (:
ILOVEYOU DEAREST !

2009-12-30T09:22:00.001-08:00

2009-12-27T06:52:00.000-08:00

~ Fuck you asshole !
idioticAssholeJerk ,
idk why , i just hate boys as much i hate the sundals outside street !
i hope i wont be involve in any relationship anymore because idontwant to and even dont bother .
its sweet,romantic to be and spent time with your love one , but once they leave you , ohh ohh !
heart pain ! cry here there , for what ? no use ,
unless if we cry our love one with come back , tkp jgak , ny taak , die adr happy2 dgn sundaljahanam kat lua tu ,
dearestsundal ; tak ke saket hati klau kau pey syg dirmpas oleh betinejalanan laen . saket kan , tawuponn, but sometime i dont blame them because most of the time its the jerks fault ! yeah !
so im happy to be friends then in relationship !
fuuuck ! (:

2009-12-26T22:43:00.000-08:00

imissyousomuch !
yest for me was so called the sweetest day ive ever had ,
its been a long time since i spent time with someone special .
yest was a romantic night . ^^
but i cant bear with his fussyness * many reason .
naak ddk situ takle , sane tkleh , binget ahh !
ny adr last place punyee , naseb die tkd memekak lagik !
taaaaak boooleeeh taahaan !
all the way he talk , waah ! taak penaat sehh tu anak pey mulot !
terpakse laa 5 min untok die ^^
hope to spent time with you again dearest .

2009-12-24T10:38:00.000-08:00

~ here i am again blogging ,
i should have been sleeping now but love doesnt reply my msg and im worried .
whether he is working or sleeping or whatsoever.
* ya allah dimanakah die berada , aku amat rindu dan risau tntgnya .
),:

2009-12-24T07:23:00.000-08:00

~ i miss you dearest .
~ its true right MOST of the boys are the same , who agree ?
conferm many do , haish ..
im speechless to have you .
sometime .
sometime im hurt to see yous , it is really hurt , sometime u seem to ignore when i was there , as if im invisible .
do you hate me ? ),:

2009-12-23T21:12:00.000-08:00

if you hold me,
i wont shake if you drop me i wnt brake ,
if you need me i will hurry
if you dnt phone me i will worry
if you hurt me i will cry
if u leave me i will die .

2009-12-23T20:15:00.000-08:00

hello beautiful and handsome humans ;
yest meet ♥ at vivo .
we should meet at 7pm , but then i was late !
late uhh , about 25min he have to wait ?
hahaha , padaaan muke ahh , sape srh klua siang kn , banggow btol !
i da ckp sry dkt die , die tak abes2 ungkit ,
; daalaaa lmbt bnyk bunyik , siak knn , s e n t i a s e .
then we sit at e vivo nye atas , sit there all the way cause malas laa kan nak jln ,
we talk crap , joke all , * his mouth cannot shut up ,
should bring something ah next time to close my ears ,
5min untuk ♥ aje laa .
then 10+ he antar me to interchange .
reached bp around 11+ meet qin ,
slach kejap and homesweet home ! ^^
hope next friday could meet ♥ again (:

2009-12-22T23:14:00.000-08:00

~ overdued pic ^^

2009-12-21T09:41:00.001-08:00

hello
i will be not updating much on blog
m a l a s
it will depend on my mood laa okay
basically i feel like updating
let me talk about l o v e
idk why my love towards him is way to different from the onther asshole that ive been in love with
sometime cinta tidak perlu tgk rupe
klau ader rupe
hati takd
takd gunenye
btol tak ?
his not that bad actually
he's sweet
caring
loving guy
i hope that we will not forget eachother so soon
i really need you to help me with my major examination next year
l o v e //ure the best

2009-12-18T20:15:00.000-08:00

~ sometime i really felt leftout .
am i useless to yous ?
if you hate me or dislike me , tell me .
it hurts alot dont youknow that ?
i lose so many ppl i love but i dont want to lose yous .
sometime when i think back about my special day that has past,
it make me sad , really . but i have no choice .
ny smue org ckp ; dugaan dan cabaran .
i guess im not that important to yous .

2009-12-18T07:19:00.000-08:00

i want you back dearest !
dont ever leave me alone . ):

2009-12-14T08:26:00.000-08:00

bdw , some pictures cnnt be put up cos internet sod uhh ! mangkok ! will try to put it again.

2009-12-12T14:57:00.000-08:00

time ; 6:58am and im awake .
because why ?
; i sleepy restlessly because been thinking about you .
have u even cared for me ? when i say or ask abit , u say to me ' carik lain .
are you fooling around w my feelings ?
youre not faithful ?
come'on ppl make mistakes , and this is e FIRST time i make mistake to you .
you should not give me the cold shoulder type .
frankly speaking , if u continue to be like this , im sure you will not lastlong w ur future girl .
i reallyreallyreally hope you will change baby .

2009-12-12T08:45:00.000-08:00

sometime i really try my best to take good care of ur heart , but do you even cared for my heart ?i guess not .
you said to me that im fooling w your feeling , hey , i should ask tht questionn to you .
have you ever feels or take care of my heart ? i think u make it worst !
ive said sry to you many time
* down my knee too . but i think youre not faithful enough towards me .
i hope you will change sooner .
because i cant stand someone in my life like you do dearest .

2009-12-12T06:11:00.000-08:00

im s p e e c h l e s s to have someone like you ! ):

2009-12-09T07:41:00.000-08:00

~ Will we be together forever ?
i wish that allah will side us and kuatkan hati aku ini .
i just wish that me and h i m will be together although we are not couple .
i just want him by my side always and not to lose him sooner nor later .
i know we will lost each other one day but just pray hard that it will not , cos i need you for next year dearest .

sometimes its privacy for me to tell it may hurt you .

2009-12-08T02:05:00.000-08:00

! ader picture blom upload , laptop lack .
&& ader picture at my tumblr ,
check it out .

2009-12-07T23:16:00.000-08:00

ANIS (:

SYIQIN MINAHFILL ; nak kenal2 jgak ngn die ? ^^

NOREENfadilah; nak kenal2 ? ^^

2009-12-05T22:28:00.000-08:00

idontknow whats wrong with me sometime ?
idontknow what is happening to me ?
idontknow why sometime i feel left out ?
idontknow am i jealous or heart pain ?
idontknow am i bustard-ing you ?
i just dont know !

2009-12-05T19:56:00.000-08:00

~ yest was not what ive expected it to be .
s a s u a y .
will not elaborate about yest .
pictures soon i will update it .

/ am i jealous ? i dont think so .

~ i think , he likes you more ! why should i bother than ?
boys are boys ! fuck@#$%^& !

2009-12-04T06:39:00.000-08:00

~i dont want to fall in love nor like you , really !
please ! i hate it .
everytime ur there in my sight , ur perfume always smell the best fro the rest . please god , i dont want to have any feelings for him . im begging .
we are just normal friend , and i dont want him to think negatively towards me . ):

2009-12-03T06:05:00.000-08:00

hello .
today didn't go out because Y O U R favorite was at home all day . * sore eyes man !
hopefully tomorrow his out in the evening , atleast can go out meet qin all .
& hopefully sat plan will be as fun as i was expected it to be,
will enjoy my day with my lovely ; syiqin , noreen ,faridl , anis myb irah and idk who else . cant wait !
wuhuuuu !
i wish no one ask me to be home too early its saturday night and i want to spent my time w them ! understand please !
(:

why are ur name was in my mind all this while when i start to met you & know you ? even i went to sleep ur name was always in my mind, i dont want to like you neither fall in love with you . please let the feeling go away asap ?
i know i cant get the person like you , boy .

2009-12-02T09:06:00.000-08:00

SOMETIME I FELT LEFTOUT WHEN IM W YOU ! ):
AM I ?

2009-11-30T06:06:00.000-08:00

hey beautiful and handsome people (: ..
well today , mum wake me up early morning asking me whether i want to follow dad to the cemetery because there is a changing of places , which pusara aman moved to pusara abadi , get to see my late grandfather skeleton because they dug out to moved it . the bones still can be seen . i can feel how tiring it is to dig it . waited for the process to finish and went to eat at woodland because we must come back at 2.30pm to see the burying process .
reach home around 4 pm , called syiqin that maybe ill meeting her in the evening , then i slept awhile , tiring you know ! hmph . In the evening meet syiqin and played badminton -.+ then camed faridl , few minutes come izz , shafiq , anis && muis . 5 days i guess didnt meet my lovely noreen , kinda miss her * tak miss aku ke kau ? sedih tau ); hope to meet her asap .
i hope that wednesday planed to go out with aieda will not be a disaster .
hope sat can go drink with syiqin & clans , just to release some stress away .
hopefully KL trip will not cancelled !

that it babies . (:

how i wish you would be here by my side dearest .

2009-11-28T23:57:00.000-08:00

how i wish you know that i always have a grudge towards you ,
if you hate me nor dislike me , tell me straight to my face , theres no use hiding , one day it will be reveal .

2009-11-28T23:33:00.001-08:00

" You’re…
My Friend,
my companion,
through good times and bad
my friend, my buddy,
through happy and sad,
beside me you stand,
beside me you walk,
you’re there to listen,
you’re there to talk,
with happiness, with smiles,
with pain and tears,
I know you’ll be there,
throughout the years!

2009-11-25T05:23:00.000-08:00

update ;
i get gift from my family member ,
bag from mommy ,
watch from bapak ,
and the letter from nur asyiqin .
it sad though didnt celebrate but what to do ..
on 23 nov i get a surprise from 2nd bro ,
received a msg from him asking me to go home early ,
i thought what kan , go home early he ask .

; ur birthday yesterday uh ?
, yalaah .
he confused my birthday with my 3rd bro birthday .
then he asked me to sit at the dinning table with my eyes close .
then he asked me to guess ,
i guess bag laa , shoe laa .
but then i was wrong .
then he said happy birthday and gave me a canon camera , pink colour somemore . haha . shocked memang laaa ,
although i didnt get the chance to celebrate w my beloved friends but its okay laa . i understand ,
maybe this year i dont get to celebrate but hopefully next year i wish it doesnt turn out to be like this year , insyallah .
(:

2009-11-22T01:33:00.000-08:00

heyy ,
just come back from the chingay thingy .
haish , today 22nov is not a SPECIAL day for me ,
22nov to me today kind link an usual day .
what my luck ,
thank you very much to
; lucifer
& ; aieda for remembered my birthday and ty aieda for treating me to watch movie on last thursday , eventhough its not a pleasant gift but i appreaciate it .
i waited for the two person who is really so called 'important' to me , but i was wrong .
they didnt msg me nor called me , haish
its okay .
lets just be it .

2009-11-18T04:34:00.000-08:00

hey guys !
sorry i didnt update !
busy with holidays .
i will update more next time okay (:
tomorrow will be heading to escapethemepark with aieda, die blanje oi ! sape tknk knknkn ! hee
* sunday is the days guys ! (:
chalo!

2009-11-08T08:07:00.000-08:00

, sometime i wonder ..
if do u care for me ?
sincerely of the words u aid towards me ?
because ur words / action hurt me dont you know that ?
for you its kinda fun to play woth , joke around ,
but theres a limit to ur joke ok boy !
u played w my heart once but u said tu testing jee , u know i was crying when talking otf with you but idw you to know that im crying ,
a few days back u did the same think and it hurts me .. but u say u want to test whether i love you r not , hey ! that is not the way ok !
u love to pranked me but all ur pranked i take it seriously !
haish !

how i wish he is back in my life again ,
how i wish i could turn back the clock ,
dearest since the day we broke up , ure the one who i always remember,
not to be forgotten .
why all of sudden u treat me that way ?
i try my best to be a good gf but do you see it ?
idont think so .
280409 i still remember and i just wish you could be back in my life.

2009-11-02T08:36:00.000-08:00

hello ,
i cant sleep but my eyes are sleepy and im damn tired !
aft the long day in school designing costume for the chingay .
waaah , peneng kaplee , stresss doh !
someone help me !
tooo mch stress uh .
regret for joining in ,
but nvm ,
susah dulu senanng kemudian .
tmrw will be going to school to try and complete e costume.
insyallah ,
msg-ing w aqym , ((: atlast siul .
huhuh !
k gtg
goodnight,

2009-10-31T23:45:00.000-07:00

hello, sorry guys for not been updating regularly , not that im busy but lazy ^^
but sometimes im thinking , im bloggingbloggingblogging , is there anyone to read it ? hmm. nvm.
guess what ?! ive been promoted to s4 although the result is not satisfied enough , but i have tried my best for this year,
this year theres so much up and down for me, but that was the past .
friday's planned to go to hotpark BUT its raining so cancelled and so we went to vivo instead.
reach there around 9 coz we meet each other LATE , wth .
bused to vivo for about 45min ?! luckily's rad got psp so i played not that bored huh ?!
reach there, saw shashadangdut , but we dont know eachother so i ignored ^^
if i know her , i have approached her earlier.
eat at burger king then find a perfect place to sit and relekk , talk3 and bused to bpp .
slack near bpp , then 12+ cabbed home w qin . and homesweets home.
eventhough its a short night , but i enjoy .

and now , i miss lucifer.
goodluck for ur papers , dont stressed out .
(:

2009-10-26T00:44:00.001-07:00

sryy qin , other pictures lateer i puut k (:
basically last sat planned to watch kk , but laazy . then the next planned wanted to go to henderson wave . da haappy2 tao , skali receive msg from reen saying urget , caal her.
i thought what . she said she cant go home late coz her mother was at home ,and she must be home by 10, then binget adr jgaak laa , but nvm next time bleeyh , then atlast i suggess we lepaak at woodland , me .qin.reen and izzat !
we sat at the pondookk , story about ghost ,
most of it come from izz and qinn . me and reen just listen coz we have not much of stories to tell.
story3 . talk3 .
the watch shows 10+ but reen must go home by 10 .
she sat2 jap , hahahaha , langgar .
bus-ed to bpp , buy snack and food sit outside there , lpk with aieda, shaiful and azini .
laugh3 !
then reen is already late , die ambaat kan lagikk, baoom !
tawu gi henderson seh ! nvm laa.
yest chat-ed with ex , waah ! perangaai uh .
nvm laa , i cant force him .
the past is the past .
(:
• friday planned to go hortpark . hopefully success ah , no last minute
• escape theme park * a must!
• sentosa
thats it .
b o r i n g !
&& imissthatboy !

•just because my eyes dont tear , doesnt mean my heart dont cry
& just because she comes out strong , doesnt mean theres nothing wrong .

2009-10-23T19:10:00.000-07:00

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2009-10-22T22:48:00.000-07:00

heey hello there ,
wed meet akimm , i should take back my words for asking you to take e stupid stuff .
&& i should not follow you meet your friends ,i knew you would not layan me and worst u have gone 'crazy' . only apit lyn i. nasebb uh !
if not da angkat kaki berambos dari situ.
i said i dont want to follow but u force me to follow , if not u sulk ! sial btol !
waste my fcuking time , my worst wednesday ever !
but nvm uhh , luckily u say sorry . if not go and die asshole !
lets not elaborate more bout this , fcuking irritating !
yest just got back the papers , waaah ! berat hatiku memandang kertas tu , cheybah !
i passed english ( luckily)
the rest like ok2 .
hopefully i will promote to the next level which is sec 4 .
&& hopefully my beloved ones wil also promoted .
; syiqin , dont worry . have confidence laa doh ! (:
noow , like suddenly i miss my old girlfriends .
i wish we was like last time , but now i think my wish cant come true .
a friends always will sometime like/dislike eachother .
common laa dehh ! haish
im happy with my 2 girlf now .
noreen & syiqin
hahahahaha!
tmrw idk where to go ,
planned to watch kk but not sure yet see la tmrw how ;)
yest was happy day for me ,
want to know why ???
beeeecaaausssee , i get to see my sayaank ! hahaha
then theres this sundal , waaaaa !
nvm , nak panas wadpee , tkot die ingt aku jeless ! hahaha
no time dooh !
(:

2009-10-18T23:18:00.001-07:00

fuck you up and down bloody idiot !
i hate you ! hope you are not my blood and i really hate you ! idc about you fyi !

2009-10-18T23:04:00.000-07:00

hello !!
noot much too update just checking the blog and update something.
tooday stay home , yest was amirul's 16 birthday , happy birthday ! (:
tmrws plan is accompany qin go lot one to buy her stud and idk where to goo ,
wed plan , EHEM ! hahahaha . meet someone (:
hope it goes out well !
aiik ! (:

iloveyou

2009-10-17T07:47:00.000-07:00

ppl say kite adek bradek ? wad you think ? haha

syiqin .m > tangkap jam jap uh kat blog aku (:

heey !
muhaamad haikel bin rahman has gone out of my life .
i do love him but hes making me hate him ! why am i wasting my tears just for him , but does hee ? he does not even care for me anymore , because of him and the othe idiotics , i dont believe guy anymore , they sucks big times ! a lier as well !
good huh !?
why wasting my time on those who does not love me nomore and somemore lie to me ,
baaaagooos uh doh !
* ader jgak boys like that !
just now went to perjumpaan rayaa ,ader syed azmir !
ok laa not that bad , good looking doh ! syiqin is like madly over him .
she get to take pictures w him but not me , im not that psychotic !
hahahahahaha , no offence ye!
hmm myb wednesday meeting SOMEONE ((: cant wait bebeh !
and now i just hope and pray i can get promoted . amin (:

2009-10-15T21:25:00.000-07:00

sorry guys didnt update .
busy with exam .
but now , exam has finished !
the papers was okay laaa .
i only screw up geography , ss .
i give up on those papers . geography , i study diff come out diff , waaah !
yest , when sheeshaing with noreen , syiqin , hafizzuddin and wan .
quite an enjoyable night but also fadup night .
i lose the one i love so much !
its okaay , i cant do anything , no use for me to cry . u didnt care even.
just enjoy ur life now.and hope u find someone better than me .
and a guy name !@#$%&* he is really a STMF . waa !
heart paain uhhh with you . naaabeeeyhhh !
ader lorry ader bus , ader hari bolehh balass !
puuuuik !
now , no more boyfee or wadsoever , because they cant be trusted !

2009-10-01T03:59:00.001-07:00

muhammad haikel bin rahman (!)

2009-10-01T03:02:00.000-07:00

280409-300909 ):

maybe what its stated was true ,
it took me quite long to forget you ,&& to top missing you
and i should say truthfully , honestly,
from the bottom of my heart
that i still do love you & still i want you to be happy .
thank you for showering me with your love all this while .
thank you for letting me have the widest smile.
thank you for letting me feel that ive been treasured .
throughout this 5 months 3 days , i thank god for letting me to be with you and letting you to enter my love life . i appreciate that we had even its sour or bitter .
i may take a lifetime to forget you and have to accept to let you go .may you have a blessful year ahead you ,but haikel , we can nvr be like what we were in e past from today onwards .
i wont forget the things that weve been through this far .
i appreciate you , but now i hope we can be friend ,
&& the phrase that i ask you really meant ntg ,
i was just asking , but since you felt the wrong way , i cant do anything now.
hopw you wont forget me and i wont forget you dearest .
lastly just remember that i always love you . muhammad haikel bin rahman.

2009-09-28T04:12:00.000-07:00

im so happy today !
idk why but i know im happy ! halamaakkk !
this week so many plan , sry if i didnt upsate , lazy uhh .
• go raye with qin and friends
• go and plan for sat . ^^
• thur, go out with mother.
• fri , morning mt paper & aft go raye with classmate and other ?
hope it will not be a bad raye outing laaa .
so sry if didnt update . (:

2009-09-26T10:15:00.000-07:00

does your love has faded ??? ):

2009-09-18T08:11:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYE !
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN .
SALAH DAN SILAP ATIN , HARAP DMAAFKN.
ENJOY ! (:

2009-09-14T06:36:00.000-07:00

; todayy is a horrible day for me (!)
darahh upp weii !
T O T A L L Y .
school time was okay ,
but then aft school ,, wahh ! wahhhh !
saket hatiee !
saw ...with a sundal !
; sundal , nmpkk sahh bolehh nmpk kau manernyee murah && sundal habes uh !
naq cepukk je muke kau ! aku PUASE knn , tkp ^^

*aku benci sesangat dgn si jaapar bin kader .

2009-09-13T06:11:00.000-07:00

i , nurulfatinn
rinduu same m.haikel bin r
):
call me asap (!)

2009-09-12T18:32:00.000-07:00

hello readers ! >.<
earlyy hah i wake upp , need to clean the house coz later on will be going shopping for raye things ! manymany things to buyy .
2 days haikel did not call me *sobsob ,
harapp u sabar je kayy &&& rinduu youuu laa !
k, so guess what ppl ! ?
i have a good dream yest , a very GOOD one , i dream of (insertname)
when i wake up i was smilling away like a mad girl . hahahaha !
but it is a wonderful dream . klau jadi real lagikk bgos ! ^^
i know my blog is way tooo boring , but for thse who have read it , ty ! (:

2009-09-11T02:03:00.000-07:00

&& one more thing ;
if only ppl know how much i hate JAAPAR BIN KADER ,
it would be better , if only i am not related to him it would be more BETTER !
i hate you !

2009-09-10T21:13:00.000-07:00

hello !
yest i was shocked when kidd maki me , like wth .
coz i didnt answer his phone , mot that i don want to answer it , it is because i didn't notice and i was busy . aft i finished what i supposed to do , i quickly call him .
kidd tgh binget laa , that whye hes like that .
; whatever happen be strong ok bie , like i said .. u tk pyh tkt if u tk berslhh ,
u sendiri ckp ngan i yg u tk bwat apape . so theres always a return . just be string & i know u can.
loveyou !

&&
theres this guy name ; fauzi
he want me to post bout him , he said my blog always full of kidd .
hmph ! (jealousy myb ) hhahahaha . ^^
this guy here is okayy , he can layan my merepekk for bout 10 minutes .
hahah
he is a good friend to be with i can see ,
he owe me something coz i post about him.
hahhahah.
actualy idk what to post laa .
with love ,
atin

2009-09-08T08:18:00.000-07:00

hello readers !
sorry long time didnt update
; dew to lazyness .
okayy . for last few days been busy with school events.
last sat we have a one night camp coz sunday ,
earlyy morning while you all was sleeping , me&&the others hve to wake up around 3.30
bathed,eat && at 515am bused to changi prison for the yellow ribbon project.
its a great opportunity to involve in this event,
get to see alot of different faces , and some of them took pictures with uss ( f u n )
we really enjoy ourself eventough we are fasting .
last sat was soo fun get to overnite with lovelygfs !
yeyeoo je ckp taq tdoo , ended we sleep at around 2+
but i slept for only 30 mins and i cant get back to sleep , i saw reen,waida&&qin enjoying their lovely sleep , but i dont want ti disturb them , i just lyied down .
that night we really eat alot of junks food ! JUNK FOODS! fatening (!)
but nvm , one in a year enjoyed with our lovess ! great !
and now .. i cant waet for the cingay event next year ! looking forward to it !
till here !
tc !
saranghae !

2009-09-04T07:11:00.001-07:00

just have to sayy that ;
to her ; i can onlyy say sorry.

and jaapar bin kader ; i hate yoou !!

280409

2009-08-30T01:16:00.000-07:00

i just wanna say that ;
i miss muhammad haikel bin rahman (!)
i will text you as soon when ive tpup my pe8.
♥ haikel.

2009-08-27T02:21:00.000-07:00

•hello readers ,•
i will not keep my blog dead for the time being , but i will only update at certain time and only if theres important things i have to share ,
but do keep the tagboard rolling , ;)
c h a l o !

• i love you & ure the one •
280409

2009-08-23T01:13:00.001-07:00

i miss you && i need you .

♥280409

2009-08-21T07:52:00.000-07:00

; kau pon bleyh thn cb ehh.
aku chat ngan kau , kau offlinee .
taqtau uh kauu block aku atauponn memang kau naq offline .
but ttp peranqai cb uh. atleast ckp uh gtg !
kimak kau uhh .
aku adr hari2 susah pyh pker2kn kau*adr jgkk la, but kau ? adr kee ? hah ?!
haish.
how i wish i could have him back . ):
everyday i pray to god wish that he listen to what i have to say\complain\wish for and reply it , but sad he cant.
he can only sometime show it but not most of the time.):

no mood to blog laa . will blog when i get the photos for last sat from EENA, and i will post it.
goodbye .
i really miss those time.

whye you seems not to care , compare to last time ? ? ?

2009-08-19T02:27:00.000-07:00

STRESS ! YOU KNOWW !
I FEEL LIKE DYING ! NO USE LIVING ESP WITH HIM ALWAYS GET IN MY SIGHT ! HES SOO NOT THE UNDERSTANDING TYPE .
IF I CANN BUY A HOUSE IT WOULD BE GREAT !
IF RUN AWAY FROM HOME, NO USE , THE CONSEQUENCES IS SOOO !@#$%^ BUT FOR FIRST TIME CNN AR , BUT NOW TOO LATE . CNNOT .
WHY MUST I BORN WITH HIM ALWAYS THERE ? ?
WHY DONT GOD UNDRSTAND ME ?
I KNOW I DID MANY WRONGS THING . BUT I DO DESERVE SOMETHING THATS GOOD . IM NOT THAT KINDD OF GANGSTER OR WHAT SO EVER .
&& WHY CANT HE UNDERSTAND ME ? ? EHH WHY LA !
FUCK UP UHH .
MYB if I DIE ITS BETTER , LESS SIN , LESS STRESS ETC .
BUT I DESERVE THE PUNISHMENT THAT GOD GONNA PUNISH ME WHEN TIME TO COME
FADEUPP AH GINIE !!!!
BUT IM GREATFUL TO HAVE MY MOTHER, SHE DO UNDERSTAND ME,EVENTHOUGH HER FAVOURITE THING IS NAGG! AND I LOVE HER SO MUCH ONLY.
),:

&& i really need you .

2009-08-15T07:08:00.000-07:00

I NEED YOU . ):

2009-08-14T05:54:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum (:
didnt u[date blog for a few days ehh .
busy studying laa kn,
english&&ss was already over,left with maths,mt&&combine science.
hopefully i will pass MT,MATHS&ENGLISH , i know ss knfm fail the paper was quite tough because i dun understand, sciennce .tkk pyhh ckpp laa .(:
hopefully tmrw can watch tt at cck , long time didnt wath them, coz tmrw da penutup bab nxt sat puase..
hopefully i can goo laa kn ,
about last sat ,
i want to cousin's pit at pasir ris parkk.
when there aft maghrib and came home at about 2pm,
pasir ris boring laa kn.
but(!)it remind me of something there.
kenanqan best..
i cant put the pic at bro's lappy idk why.. if i put, i will show u guys (:

Sometime idk , whether i did , is wrong ??
do you guys believe in karma ?
sometime bile da buat , kesian knn, but bile die buat kat kitee tu ,
bken darahh naekk je,
its confusingg.
haish !
till here je,
nothing mmuch to post laa act .
bdw, keep the tagboard rolling (:

forever i will love you (:

2009-08-10T01:04:00.000-07:00

hello bloggers (:
todayy didnt go out same as yest.
sit home rocking all day long.
luckily got bro's lappy so i can play games at facebook (:
bored to death laaa kn.
thurs je daa start commen test . adooi !
*stress sekejapp .
i have something to share..
*i hate my fAther . irrit ar , bgn tdo muke die, balkk skola muke die.
mane2 laa kt dlm rumah nie muke die jee ! waduhh !
cpt laa kau kejee !
i onlyy love my mom alot but not him !
currentlyy eating MARS chocolate , * sedddapp!
gonna be fat soon , but puase, diet laa kn (:
hahaha
will end here .
going to play games.
chaloo

2009-08-07T07:18:00.000-07:00

H o l a !
long time didnt update laa kn , dont have the chance to use the laptop. so todayy let me just update what happen the last few days .
mon; nothing much happen, got3 ! in class.
very shock laaa , but i should nt elaborate it .
tue-thur;schoolschoolschool as per normal !
fri normal je . but fun laa .
next thurs 13/aug da commen test ! adoi !!!
must study can help me in EOY .
for this exam my target , maths,mt&&eng , 5050 for ss.
science not much confident .
waiting for that ass to help me, no respond , baom tol !
now im worried , what had happen to apan ?
his court was last wed, since then he didnt even reply or msg me.. aiyoo.
hope hes well . haish

&& HAIKEL , ily (:

2009-08-02T01:11:00.000-07:00

h o l a (:
let me post again laaa ,
im bored now .
nobodyy msg ecept for aji . * mls naq lyn laa . haha, banykk songeehh laa die.
msg kidd taq replyy, haish .. miss him
exams in two weeks time , aiyoooo !
gonna go study with favourite (:
miss diee .
nothing to blog laa kn actuallyyy. so adious !
miss kidd.
haikel (!)

2009-08-01T23:29:00.000-07:00

heyyheyyheyy (:
everytime i chat with him, slalu naekk fadeupp uh
die ckp tkk bsy , beyh taqtau naq replyy???
klau aku naq ckp laen , kau pker nnt aku tk percaye kau ,
aku diam jee laaa .
u see, girls slalu dgr ckp boys than boys doo.
bcuase whye? bcouse we love them.
do boys really know?!
haishh .
hope he understand & dont hurt me coz im tired , fcuk!!!

muhammad haikel bin rahman, ily ! (: