; hello dude and dudettes ! (:
today was a !@#$%^& day !
in the morning went i was odw to meet qin , while i was crossing e road i merely hit by that idiotic lorry ,
when i look its a malay pakcik ! siaaal btol !
then reach school , we were late then my hair was caught because they say got colour , wtf seh !
susah payah kan aku bwk buku maths and geo , da berat satu hal ah ,
aft they give permission to go home i went to eene house instead to get it black !
what a luck babe !
i feel awkward when i with eena , lols , idk whye ..
proceed to school and i get e chance to study bio only .

just now chatted with that biol boy ; ayiee .
; he said he miss me ! kmferm boo yiee .
lols
his kinda cute uknw ! buuuuuut , sini lagik c u t e . haha !
his quite funny i can tell .
i love his dance !
andandand now his offline just like that , kurang btol ahh tu biol , tsk !
okay cukopcukopcukop laa psl die , nnty ape plak org kate , haha . ssh ! =_="

since few weeks , i always kept this feeling to myself , if i cant i always make syahmi my listening eyes to hear my problem , then who else who i mrayu tu,
haish . its reallyreallyreally hurtful uknw !
word cant prove the pain that i suffer ,
i may close one eyes babe , but deep inside it is really hurting me .
i feel like crying but i know im strong to face all this .
what i do to yous till i deserve all this fade ?
haish , i try my very best to be the faithful, caring, loving, easy going friend.
but...
idk how to put in words u see.
syahmi have said to me to tell this to yous , but i just CANT ! understand ?
it is really difficult for me to say all this to yous.
i hope , day by day you will not react like this towards me because i have enough and this is really hurting babe . ),: