^ syiqin faaaace ! haha . jam se !=_=

today im very tired aft the run outside school .
fuuuh !
now im still wonder ;
why is he attitude towards me ?
where is you old ... i used to know ?
like i said i dont want to think negatively .
but you see , youre atitude hurts me alot bby .
seriously !
i wish i could turn you back like how u treat me ..
but now i guess its too late .
like i said the previous post ,
i have fallen for the wrong one .
maybe you are not meant for me dear .
i hope you know that im talking about YOU .
im just saying the fact , u may not notice you changes , but i do baby .
and its FUCKING HURT !

helloooooooooo readers ! (:
i wonder if i have a daily readers to read my BORED blog . nyeeh !
okay basically , eheem !
tgk ^^^ , haaaandsomee and cuuute knn !
i know , tu danny namenye !
diee cute giler se , feel like pinching him , but lucky his far away !
myb some of you know him , but tkkn laa danny ni famous sgt , lols
been chatted with him since i online and msging with him whenever im bored .
i hope our friendship will last longer , forever ye dannychirooo ? (;
okayokayokay ~ stop saying about that manqkok , meluat pulak nnt , nyahhahha !


school was OK ,
tiring day to describe everyday
usual routine for mon-fri
; wakeup at 615am
;go school
;assemble
;study
;recess
;study
study
study
;lunch
;study
study
then can go home , sometime got extra class , waah ! mane taak penat you tell me ,
haishhh , nak spent time dgn someone special ke pon tklehh.
sat sometime got chingay practise , sunday , for me not the day to go out kecuali slacking aje laa (:
thats my usual routine if you ppl want to know .

And now , my behindknee is so cramp , thanks to that straching in the morning .
waaah sibei !

thanks for hurting me dude .
* im so inlove/inloke with mangkok (:

; hello dude and dudettes ! (:
today was a !@#$%^& day !
in the morning went i was odw to meet qin , while i was crossing e road i merely hit by that idiotic lorry ,
when i look its a malay pakcik ! siaaal btol !
then reach school , we were late then my hair was caught because they say got colour , wtf seh !
susah payah kan aku bwk buku maths and geo , da berat satu hal ah ,
aft they give permission to go home i went to eene house instead to get it black !
what a luck babe !
i feel awkward when i with eena , lols , idk whye ..
proceed to school and i get e chance to study bio only .

just now chatted with that biol boy ; ayiee .
; he said he miss me ! kmferm boo yiee .
lols
his kinda cute uknw ! buuuuuut , sini lagik c u t e . haha !
his quite funny i can tell .
i love his dance !
andandand now his offline just like that , kurang btol ahh tu biol , tsk !
okay cukopcukopcukop laa psl die , nnty ape plak org kate , haha . ssh ! =_="

since few weeks , i always kept this feeling to myself , if i cant i always make syahmi my listening eyes to hear my problem , then who else who i mrayu tu,
haish . its reallyreallyreally hurtful uknw !
word cant prove the pain that i suffer ,
i may close one eyes babe , but deep inside it is really hurting me .
i feel like crying but i know im strong to face all this .
what i do to yous till i deserve all this fade ?
haish , i try my very best to be the faithful, caring, loving, easy going friend.
but...
idk how to put in words u see.
syahmi have said to me to tell this to yous , but i just CANT ! understand ?
it is really difficult for me to say all this to yous.
i hope , day by day you will not react like this towards me because i have enough and this is really hurting babe . ),:

hey babes and hunks ! (:
sry didnt update as i was busy with school ! grrr .
school was OKAY laa , the same thing always happen each and everyday in school .
actually the teacher teaching us is okay , but sometime je ppl think they are not .

sometime i was really upset w yous .
idk how am i gonna tell you , but i think its not the time for me to tell .
syahmi said me to tell you , but i said i should not .
i should stay calm and patient thats all i can do ,
you may see me always full of smile and laughter , but deep inside it hurts a thousands time babe, from last time i have kept this thing , but nvm ..
my best pal to hear me is syahmi .. he always listen to what i have to say and advise me .
haish .
he said ; a true friend will not do / make me feel like this .
i know , but idk what to do . nvm .. niy sume dugaan dan cabaran (:

hey babe and dudes ! (;
tomorrow school start , damn it !
stress will be surrounding us ! waah !
i wish that the chingay thingy will be end soon !
it is making us stress ! fadeup ah !
yest chatted with syahmmi ;
he said that i have changed , no .
actually i myslef dont kknow . am i lying to myself ?
oh god , please dont let it fade away please . idk whye . but i dont want to baby .
im confused , yeah !

syiqin ; be strong ya girlfriend .
i know its hard to accept the fact , but ny sume DUGAAN dan CABARAN babe !
i have been through this once , its very hurtful i know , but life must go on pe .
taakan psl die kau nak EMOSHIT , sedih2 kan ?
aku ngn noreen adr seh . kite da BESAR ! ^^
i wish you the best yar girl .
be s t r o n g . tak gerek ah kau emoshits ! u know ! (:
always S M I L E .

qin ; gambar yg kau lagikk satu ale2 hilangg , sry .
t aku try checkk .