I TRIED SO HARD NOT TO FALL FOR YOU,' I TRIED TO KEEP MY HEAD ABOVE THE WATER BUT I WENT DOWN SO HARD IN THE END I FELL SO DEEP THAT IM STILL DROWNING WITH NO WAY BACK TO THE SURFACE ITS KILLING ME OF ALL THIS, & I CANT LET IT GO I CANT LET YOU GO I NEVER WANTED IT TO END BUT YOU DID YOU DID IT WITH SUCH FORCE I FELT MY HEART IS BROKEN IN LITTLE PIECES IT SHATTERED COMPLETELY INTO DUST I FEEL THAT I CAN NVR FALL IN DEEP AGAIN BCOZ OF YOU. BUT I KNOW SOMEDAY IN A DISTANCE FUTURE WHEN I KNOW UR HEART DOES THE SAME I KNOW THAT DAY I WILL BE HAPPY AGAIN. I NEED YOU HERE ! I WANT TO FORGET BOUT U , BUT AS I THINK BACK I CANT ! ):
hello readers!;D like atlast i meet with this sweet girl. but sad coz i dont talk much with her*some thing happen ;D she is a sweet girl , sumpah ! we've met at ecp. i feel like going there again but this time with alot of ppl , wuhuu! ;D really njoy my day yest 180309. due to yest incident , i slowly can forget bout that boy , its been 3 month i in love with him , myb now i shuld have just forget u & njoy my life now , goodbye , although its sad but i cant do anything . i hope to meet her again& those friendly humans in singapore ;D
i should forget u&&njoy my life with my beloved is better. its no use for me waiting for u && u just ignore like ntg happen. its do hurt alot, but i cant force u , last time ur diff from what u are now, idk which jerk/bitch that have change u . its difficult for me to forget u , but i have to try no matter what . ~i want to end my life also cnnt, i should stay calm&patient. that what i can do . tc dearest . ):
NBCB! SAPE AKU NAQ CYR NIE ? APE SALAH AKU SAK PAI KAU KENE BLS KAT AKU GINI MCM ? BINAWE! DA UH, GIVE UP AH AKU PAT KAO .MUSIBAT. ORG LAEN LAGIK SEMPURNE UH . APAPE PON AKU TAQ AKN LUPE 200 TU UH EYK. PB! NO MOOOOOOOOD AKU. HAISH! MANUSIA TAQD HATI PEROT. ~i update bout today next time k love ;
chibai ! geram sak aku. aku naq give up je kat kao ! pb. tgu smpi aku dpt information full baru aku give up ah! nbcb!ape salah aku sak pai kau buat gini mcm . aku da tlg kau , kau balas aku dgn care ni uh . ade naek ader tron uh k boy. 200 tu aku taq akn lepas ! baaaaaaaaaaaaaabiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!
hello ! :D long time taq update blog, malas&&tired . since i have the time now, let me update . just come back slacking with my beloved;eena,aieda,lyana&&reen. really have fun with them. slack at hall , me&&reen buy food coz i haven eat. we sit2 , play taiti , laugh2, make joke && so on. around 8+pm tadi, we have ntg to do , && we go bangla's house && disturb them, me&&eena only disturb the rest cabot dulu , binawe tol , haha. its funny if recalled back && the reaction we made. march hols is starting from tmrw. mendak sak ! aiyoo. wed we go out , but dont know where, i thought of going to escape them park , but its like fcuking far. hmmm, where should we go ?? aiyoooo. ive update photos asap k lovess ;D &&i cant wait for sat!yippy!
this few days ive being thinking should i or not give up on him ? its like he is ignoring me&&trying to avoid me. idk why my love towards him is very strong,i never being in this situation . serious. im finding for the right one to come to replace him then myb i can forget him. i love him like i love my beloved friends. seriously . every night tears will always accompany me coz i miss him fcuking much ! nobody understand me.sometime i feel like wanting to die. but i cant , the least i can do is to be patient && wait for his msg or call. boy;please understand me, ive help u but is this i should get in return ? some of my outside friend said i should just forget u , but i cant. really. all i can do is cry3 every night . i think back , its not worth it to cry juast for him , theres other boy in this world, but for me ur totally diff . haish ! :( I caan do is to pray to god that u will msg me asap bcoz i really3 miss u . ):
biarkan waktu teruslah berputar, mencintai kamu penuh rasa sabar meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan ku ikhlas dipertahan cintaku padamu begitu besar namun kau taq pernah bisa merasakan meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan ku ikhlas tuk bertahan kau meninggalkanku tanpa perasaan hingga ku jatuhkan airmata kekecewaan ku sungguh taq berarah biarkan ku harus bertahan jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah taq relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah. no matter what i never give upp on you ayim !!!!!!!
im feeling really down !!! cant take it urh , its make me feel like want to die ! serious , i only have 2-3 friends that are there went i need them , i really miss that boy alot , ayimayimayimayimayimayimayimayim ayimayimayimayimayimayim ayimayimayimayimayim ayimayimayimayim ayimayimayim ayimayim ayim! aloooooooooooooot misss!! where are you ?! idk how to discrib how i feel , but its hurt&& very sad. i know that there is alot of boy in this wolrd, but for me his diff then the rest that ive met , i say to myself that i should not give up. i try to not give up, haish ! heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp!
hello bloggers ! ;D ive been busy && lazy to update blog, but since its raining&&boring so i update my blog , its been a month i guess since i last talk && joke with her. i miss her very much but do you ? i know u have hated me coz ive take ur book&& its my mistake.im cruel towards my own bestfriend used to be. im sorry ):
&& now im sick with flu&&cough that irritates me ! CB tol . ive ate medicine,,its totally not nice but naq well have to eat. im happy with my lovely friends now;eena,aiena,lyana,norren&&?arina? they are everything to me now. love you babe ! ive no more to post serios but one thing is that, ifcukingmissayimISMAIL alot. hope you msg me asap . ),:
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I TRIED SO HARD NOT TO FALL FOR YOU,'
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i should forget u&&njoy my life with my beloved is better.
